"Don't count the days. Make the days count." - A couple of years ago, I couldn't stop being afraid of cancer, and every morning I woke up so afraid. I had to teach and allow myself to let go of trying to know and worrying about what might happen tomorrow or next month. I was so spooked and felt like it was inevitable that my cancer was going to come back, and that my days might be running short. I stopped counting the days, and made each day count. 5 years since cancer, and 3 years since PTSD became a part of my life, and it's been full speed ahead and no looking back ever since.