I'm a Scorpio. I have to know everything, and have to have all of the answers, but cancer presented me with questions that I just couldn't ever know the answer to. Will I be okay? Am I going to live or die? Will I live long enough to see my children grow up? This isn't how life works. There are no certainties, and we can never know such things. Not being able to know things like this broke me inside, and from that darkness I simply learned to cherish and enjoy every single day that I've had. It's okay to not know, but don't let that stop you from moving forward in life.